Use your youthful energy to have a go at a life of prayer in community along the very lines that really inspire you. (But please, do remember to take your brain with you!) Don't waste your strength just avoiding making mistakes, and thus risk never getting started. Have a go! And if all else fails, you can always shinny up a gum tree and there, praise the Lord!
"But the Jerusalem above is free, and she is our mother...So, brethren, we are not children of the slave but of the free woman." (Gal 4.26&31)